in between the two mentalities,
I wondered how to let go,
and I would fall right onto the abyss below.
nobody has ever told me why this could happen:
being happy and being upset about the things
that have not occurred.
maybe this is how I have to walk,
right in between, looking
into my heart, where it remained
intact, like a dream no one has had
during the seamless nights.
I cannot remember how you looked like,
how your lips almost touched mine, how
we could not let ourselves trapped.
why did I let us walk away from each other?
one day, you stood at the other realm of my mind,
and I was here,
never again feeling that I could
love you the way I did
one more time.