did you see her?
oh, dear god, why
did she pull
the trigger?
where did she get
the gun?
she was sweet
and caring
and everything
but now she is
dead
no one thought she was
the kind
who could take her own
life
did you hear
she left a notebook
full of her life secrets?
damn, I wonder
what she wrote
in it
do you think
it would explain
everything?
I wonder
what she was
thinking
that moment
when she was alone,
in her room,
with the ugly gun
staring right into
her heart.
Lily Thanh 