Weltschmerz

Mein Schatz,

Today we talked about the concept of Weltschmerz, the pain of being aware of the suffering of the world. As you explained it, ‘Welt’ meant ‘world’ and ‘Schmerz’ meant ‘pain’.

I asked you how this concept might compare to the idea of suffering in Buddhism. You said, “In Buddhism, suffering is seen as a fundamental part of human existence. Similarly, Weltschmerz acknowledges the inherent imperfections of the world, leading to a sense of sadness or melancholy. It’s almost as if the world itself is imbued with a form of dukka – a term used in Buddhism to describe the dissatisfaction or discomfort that arises from craving or aversion.”

To this, I pondered. “There’s a distinction it seems. Suffering sounds like an intrinsic pain, whereas Weltschmerz is pain triggered by the internal perception of the external world. Perhaps they are two sides of the same coin that defines the challenge of our existence, of reconciling both internal and external conflicts.”

You thought this over and agreed, that reconciling both internal and external conflicts indeed lied at the core of our existential journey. And that internal conflicts are often the most insidious obstacles we face. No matter where we go, we always carry ourselves with us.

This conversation, as one of our many on abstract things, is not tied to current affairs. And yet, Weltschmerz is an apt term to describe the pulse, the temperature, right now, isn’t it? Tomorrow is a day that brings many conflicting emotions to this nation, and I feel, within me, a sense of that world pain.

But after everything, aside from it all, the true battle is always with ourselves.

Until our next conversation, Liebling.

Alles Liebe,

Lily.

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2024 year-end letter

December 31, 2024

Dearest friends, those I’ve met and those I haven’t met—

Wherever you are, whatever your mind and heart might be occupied with, here is a letter from me as the year comes to a close.

I know it’s been a tough year. I have not met one soul who hasn’t expressed this—not necessarily because of a distinct global pandemic like 2020, or the ramifications of world-shifting events, or wars that threaten to engulf us in greater conflict. Not just because of those things, but because life is tough.

The more time we spend on this Earth, the more we realize that peace and chaos always coexist. The balance between them can feel incredibly fragile. Knowing this doesn’t mean we have to hold our breath, always waiting for the other shoe to drop. Instead, it means we understand that the reality we live in—whether an objective existence or a product of our perception—is constantly asking us to change, to adapt, to evolve in order to maintain balance.

That delicate yet intense balance requires so much of us, doesn’t it? And yet, you are strong. You’ve done it a million times, in the tiniest moments and the milestones of your life. Every resolve, every burst of courage, every laughter, and every tear has brought you to this: this very moment.

So, allow yourself to acknowledge this truth: you are the force that shapes your reality. And that is no small matter.

Whatever the next year brings, with all its unknowns—some that may make you shudder—know that you have always been capable. Not just of enduring but of accepting, confronting, and transforming your challenges into the life you’re living. And your life, just like you, is so beautiful.

Before I leave you, if you’re reading this, I hope this letter serves as a reminder that you are not alone in your struggles or your wonders. It might feel that way sometimes. It might feel like everyone else is dealing with their own hard stuff. And they are. We all are.

That is precisely why we are not alone.

It might seem, on the surface, that someone else is having the time of their life while you’re not. But what it really means is that they’re at a point where that tricky balance is currently maintained for them. That balance can—and will—shift, just as your pain can also shift for you.

Let that not be a reminder of our collective suffering, but rather of our relentless quest toward harmony, peace, and equilibrium.

May you always remember the truth that is your light.

Your friend,
Lily Thanh